After doing so many, a wave of numbness comes about.
Instead of wanting more or feeling better because it’s getting out you, you just feel nothing. And it’s silent in a freeing sort of way. I honestly just don’t mind the pain others try to inflict on me. I can’t be hurt anymore. I’m at this place where I just understand that things hurt and that people love to endlessly do that. Just hurt others.
I feel all the beautiful things in this world. But I will never feel pain again.
Put on eye liner. for myself.
Put on my favorite red lipstick. for myself.
Showed a bit of skin. for myself
I wanted to be beautiful. For myself. — (via moaka)
You’re in my veins…